cats in the cradle and the silver spoon, little boy blue and the man on the moon, when you coming home son, i don’t know when, we are together than, you know we have a good time then
Ugly Kid Joe – Cats in the Cradle
I was visiting Casa Herbalife! The week before I was also visiting them and when i was there a new kid arrived. She is two and asked the whole time for her dad and cried a lot. Then I took her and after a short time she stopped crying and only countinue aksing for her dad! When i was leaving about one hour later she started crying like hell again!
So anyway i visited the babyhouse again and when she saw me she run straight to me and take my hand! I wasn’t able to play with the other babys because she didn’t let me do any thing expect holding her. After 30 Minutes I said her that i will leave now and visit them and her an other day. She started crying again like hell and said, Dad, please don’t go and cried a lot! I said I’m not your dad but that dosen’t impressed her much and she continued saying it the whole time! It is a expereance that hurts me a lot! Now I’m not able to visit the house for a longe time util the girl is stable in there life at the house and stopped finding her dad! But it is really hard to go out of the door and go out with friends, when you know there is a small girl and everything she wants is her dad! That is just normal! And she is trying to find him so hardly that she thought I am her dad! You see how lost she feel! I’m so sorry for her!
I worte his article in english language for all my friends out there, who don’t understand my own language. I’m sorry for my poor english!
Ich habe diesen Artikel in Englische Sprache verfasst um meinen ausländischen Freunden auch mal zu ermöglichen an meinem Jahr teil zu haben! Ich gehe von Verständnis dafür aus!
…da fehlen mir die Worte. Aber das ist Realität. So viel zu “ach, du machst ein Jahr Urlaub”…
Besito para ti, chicillo!
Und mal wieder ärgere ich mich darüber, dass ich mich über Dinge aufrege und Gedanken mache, die absolut unwichtig sind. Man nimmt sich einfach zu wichtig. Uns geht es hier so gut!
Und auch diesen Abend wird Ben wieder eine Geschichte vorgeslesen bekommen und dann freidlich einschlafen. Ich bin dakbar dafür, dass wir ihm alle so viel Liebe und Geborgenheit zukommen lassen können.
Solche Erfahrungen sind sehr hart, aber ich glaube auch, dass sie dich irgendwann positiv stärken werden.
Fühl dich ganz fest umarmt!!!